My Future pt 2.
I am 19. This is my last year of being a teenager, which is super uncomfortable and lowkey terrifying. I have always struggled with my future in various capacities, but recently, all of that uncertainty and trying to trust God and anxiety and fear of losing my precious dreams has been building and became too obvious for me to not solve and work out. I am constantly so amazed by God's timing, and I feel so close and cared for by the Holy Spirit. I had a few days where I was home alone, and spiraled pretty hard. I was listless, fearful, unmotivated, and anxious. I ate anything I could find and watched childhood TV shows to try and find some source of comfort (which, now that I'm writing that, I am feeling convicted that I didn't go to The source of Comfort. I wanted easy, I wanted fleshy comfort. But there is grace for that, and He still made Himself obvious, and He still came through for me. wow). I've also been realizing that my self-image preservation is deeply root...