November
November is an in between. It is in between the color and novelty of October, and the lights and anticipation of December. It is a month of waiting. So it's only fitting that this month I be faced with a question from the Holy Spirit. "Is this relationship enough for you without any future promise?" Essentially, I have noticed that trusting God usually comes with conditions. Like "I'm trusting you God, because I believe you will give me good things in the future." and "I'm still banking on this thing that I decided is good for me, but God gets to decide when. His timing is perfect." Do I believe that God wants to bless us? Hands down. Do I believe His timing is perfect? Always. But if I am hoping for a relationship or a specific career, the question that I felt this month was very much so "without all that, even if I work in a dead end job, alone, until the day I die, is God enough for me?" My gut response is yes, but is that tru...